and i’m posting my feelings on here because i would never on my main blog. and my friends dont follow me on this. but i can’t. there’s a point in school where i feel like there’s no point anymore. all my so called ’ friends ’ are always to talking to someone else. and i’m just sitting there like ’ hey guys, i’m here too ‘. but then i wonder. what if it’s just my fault. maybe i should just be a little more social. but then again, i dont care anymore. it my old school, i fucking hated the last year. that’s when EVERY SINGLE ONE of my bestfriends in my class decided to ignore and erase me from their lives like i’m nothing. and they have no idea how that made me feel. i feel like i should really be over them by now, but i honestly can. and i tried confronting one of them but she didnt answer. it makes me sick on the inside when i see their faces. i’m kind of jealous or something. and again, i feel like I did something to them. it’s like a fucking relationship, i need closure from them. Whatever . I dont care anymore;